The Big Mistake Layne Staley Admitted Making Before His Passing

Layne Staley is one of many names that the rock world lost too soon. As you know, there is something that swallows many musical geniuses: drugs. The frontman of grunge legends Alice In Chains also started taking substances at a young age. One of the rumors claims that his former fiancé, the late Demri Parrott introduced him to this wretched world, while some sources confirm that his drug dabbling had started before her.

Staley had made many attempts to get rid of this filthy habit. However, he could not stay clean. His father also suffered from drug addiction, so he had a genetic predisposition to drugs. In addition, the fame that came instantly, combined with the predator organization of the music industry, and the loneliness, caused the late singer to sink to the bottom even more. In 1996, when he lost the love of his life, Parrott, to overdose, that was the last straw.

Those who knew him said that Layne’s life turned upside down after that year, and he never recovered. Eventually, that day came. On April 5, 2002, Layne tragically lost his battle with addiction when he was only 34. All his life, he tried to get rid of it, but he eventually died after an accidental overdose, according to toxicology results. His body was found in his condo in Seattle.

Only a year after he died, a rare interview of the late singer titled ‘Layne Staley: Angry Chair: A Look Inside the Heart and Soul of an Incredible Musician’ was published. That conversation was Layne’s last before his tragic passing. Judging by his remarks in the interview, the frontman knew that death was waiting for him very soon, and he had no objection to it. He was trying to stay strong, doing his best without surrendering as his vulnerabilities tried to get hold of him, but in the end, they won.

I know I’m dying,” he said, tragically predicting what was coming. “I’m not doing well. Don’t try to talk about this to my sister Liz. She will know it sooner or later. This f*cking drug use is like the insulin a diabetic needs to survive. I’m not using drugs to get high like many people think. I know I made a big mistake when I started using this sh*t. It’s a very difficult thing to explain.”

He continued, “I know I’m near death. I did crack and heroin for years. I never wanted to end my life this way. I know I have no chance. It’s too late. I never wanted [the public’s] thumbs’ up about this f*cking drug use. Don’t try to contact any AIC members. They are not my friends.”

As understood from Staley’s words, he was truly alone in the last period of his life. He didn’t think of his bandmates as his friends. Their musical collaborations had ended much earlier anyway. After their eponymous third studio album, which delivered AIC their first US number-one in 1995, the band didn’t put out another album with Staley.

A life filled with loneliness, trauma, and drug addiction, eventually came to a tragic end. Layne admitted that it was a huge mistake to start taking drugs in the first place. He had tried his best not to let go of life, but he couldn’t stay clean. The late frontman continues to live in the memories with his voice, which sounds like no one else. As he sings, you can feel the power and vulnerability in Layne’s voice at the same time, as if he were giving a summary of his life.